Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Open Your Eyes's Interests 4

The church has always preached that the flesh is against the spirit and this teaching thus degenerated into a fierce hatred against woman. The union of the spirit and the flesh and the divine love of woman that non-violent Gnostics preached was aggressively combated by the church thus in the middle ages celibacy and woman-hate became the central theme of orthodoxy. Woman and her sex drive by orthodoxy became synonymous with evil. This is clearly shown in the Maleus Malificarum when it states, “All Witchcraft stems from carnal lust, which is in women insatiable” thus a woman accused of sorcery or magic was arrested and if unable to “prove” she was not “evil” was tortured until she signed a confession prepared by the inquisitor that stated that she had sex with satan. If she signed her “reward” was to die strangled and if she refused to sign the imposed she was burnt alive. Indeed, the “holy” church of today is not as ascetic as they preach to their sheeple. Presently many priests are guilty of homosexuality and pedophilia and the church’s past does not really give them a much clearer image. The church seem to impose themselves to a huge portion of humanity as clean but behind the false imposition of asceticism they are filthy because they truly are guilty of such horrendous things today as in the past and sadly all of these atrocities have been done ignorantly under the name of God and divinity.
In essence life is sex but we are being taught to fight against sex. Sex is a very natural act but what we are seeing in society is not natural at all. Society is flooded by perversion and this is directly connected to "religion." For centuries a huge portion of humanity has been preached that sex must be constrained, suppressed and that those who do not participate in the sex act are truly virtuous but repression is causing perversion. We come into existence because of the sex act. Each and every cell of our body is a sex cell thus naturally the sexual impulse is an inherent and natural part of our being. We are truly created for having sex but most are indoctrinated into teachings that state the opposite. True sex can be a problem if it is misused but in the same way that the sex energy can keep a being in bondage if correctly harnessed and used it is the ultimate liberation.
Lovers have again become children. Love turns you into the child. Now you are enjoying the game. The lovers are playing with each others bodies and to them nothing is repetitive. Each kiss is something totally new and original. It was never so before and it will never be again. Each individual moment of love has its own individual existence that is non-repetitive that is why they keep enjoying. Love is the infinite moment. The economic law of diminishing returns does not apply to love. For love there is no diminishing returns but rather increasing returns. Love defies all laws and all calculations because it just keeps on increasing. Two lovers appear as they are repeating, constantly kissing but to them it is not repetitive but to a prostitute the law of economics will apply because the love she has for sale is not love, it is a commodity, an object she has been selling all day. So if you kiss a prostitute for her it is repetition, it is boredom but for the lovers it is not repetitive. Whatsoever you do, if you do it with love it will not become repetitive therefore it is not the act itself that brings the quality of repetitiveness but the quality one brings to the action. The whole existence has been repeating continuously. It looks like repetition to us but God is not bored. God is a creator, not a worker, not a laborer. God is the artist thus if your act becomes creation you will not be bored because if your act becomes creation then you will love. Most people have a grudge against existence, they have not accepted life totally thus they wonder why they have been thrown into existence instead of realizing that they have been grown. Others struggle with life because they find no specific purpose for life and all of this is nonsense. In reality there is no specific reason for living. Instead of people endlessly chasing a specific reason why existence exists they should just thank existence for their existence and it is this heartfelt gratitude, this surrender that is the joy of love.
God is one love. If two lovers really become one their egos dissolve and it is upon this dissolution that love comes to be. In deep long embrace with one’s lover one can truly experience non-duality or in other words meditation because one is totally immersed in the present moment, not thinking about anything but instead just acting totally naturally; egoless. This is not felt by the general population because most are rushing and seeking the end, the release and this is not the let go one should seek. Letting go should mean staying in the beginning and in staying in the beginning and not seeking the end one loses identity and thus everything is revealed as Goddess precisely because of the Goddess adoration. Shiva is truly Shakti, there is only one being yet it appears as two and the sex act will remain as two if the sex act is not treated with sacredness. Treat sex as if one is going into the holiest of temples because truly sex is a sacred communion. Some go to church and they receive wafers symbolizing communion with God but sacred sex is communion with God. Focusing on the others pleasure is being absorbed by God since God is truly the other. The unity is present in sex only if one truly wants bliss upon the other thus sex becomes more like playing and it is in this playing, this deep enjoyment that individuality ceases in the Blessed Not-I and thus only the other truly is. Focus on the other is love. Perversion is ignorance and focus on the ego. Lust is for the I and love is for the other so indeed there is truly a difference between ordinary sex and making love. If you do not lose your identity how can you love? What is going on most of the time is that both in the encounter want to remain themselves but sex is meditation. Sex needs a total let go and it is in this surrender that one can merge into the other. What is going on most of the time is that both exclude, both bracket themselves thus there is no meeting because no one is ready to merge thus there is no communion, no true unity and if even lovers are not included, then it is bound to be that your existence is the poorest possible. You are alone, poor, a beggar. With your lover and all of existence included, you are the emperor.
Beloved, at this moment let mind, knowing, breath, from, be included.

There is truly no separation, everything is included in your being. Jesus said, “Love your enemy as yourself.” This is total inclusiveness. Freud used to say, “Why should I love my enemy as myself? He is my enemy, so why should I love him as myself? And how can I love?” The question is relevant but keep in mind that Jesus did not say this for social politics or to create a better society but instead to give you an expanded feeling of being and consciousness. Total inclusiveness is mindlessness, to be out of one’s mind. The whole world that one knows is decoded in the mind, you know it in your mind. If you meditate and feel that everything is inclusive, that everything is within, this is mindlessness. Everything is moving within you thus what is without is truly also within. Microcosm is macrocosm, both dimensions are truly one and it is in this oneness that individual misery and ego is dissolved leaving only the absolute, the Blessed Not-I, the nonindividual, the unity. This is truly a total expansion of one’s consciousness.
There are many drugs that can be used to give the feeling of the expansion of one’s consciousness. These drugs are labeled as psychotropic or psychedelic substances and in the truest sense are entheogens. Intention is truly key in determining the outcome of these powerful substances for without the proper intention expansion cannot happen. When you take one of these substances you can reach a state where you are no more confined in yourself, you have become inclusive of all. You are high, you have become great and with this greatness, this alteration of one’s consciousness is the expansion thus all your individual miseries fall. Indeed there truly have been tragic cases for example a girl jumped from a seven story building because she felt that she could not die, death was impossible. She felt that she could fly and that there were no barriers, there was no fear. She jumped out of the building and died but in her mind, under the influence of the substance there was no limitation, there was no death. Drugs like these have the potential for experiencing beyond the mind states and will ultimately help if one grows but if one does not grow and does not become more sensitive than what will happen is that you will become more dull and it is this dullness that instead of giving the feeling of liberation will trap.


SHE IS YOU

Kali is Reality
You as an I are in Reality not
When I dissolve
Then alone You are
OM

UNITY

Altered states of consciousness reveal that consciousness is not truly individual but that deep down it is collective and it is this collective consciousness that is female. All females are not necessarily feminine and all males are not necessarily masculine. The feminine consciousness is a mind that is mindless, one who is surrendered, who can be receptive like a womb, who can be open and passive. The feminine mind’s action is non-action. The masculine mind is aggressive, it is trying to achieve and do something. Effort is necessary in the masculine mind because it has to move and take initiative thus the male minded person creates a sense of urgency and crisis similar to the “time is money” mentality. Femininity implies that there is no hurry, there is no time and masculinity implies a time-conscious person thus they are totally different. Femininity in essence is timelessness because there is no hurry, there is nowhere really to go, nowhere to reach thus striving is pointless. The feminine mind lives in the here and now while the masculine mind is constantly worrying about the future and striving for more instead of cherishing what is. Femininity implies surrender, compassion, love, sympathy, nonviolence, union, acceptance, contentment, etc. while masculinity implies aggression, will, willpower, ego, self-esteem, independence, etc. The Woman’s Liberation Movement will create more and more masculine women that will be more and more aggressive and it is this very aggressiveness that makes surrender impossible. It is easier for a female to become masculine but it is much harder for a man to achieve female consciousness. Nowadays it is much more apparent that man is regressing from his aggression, letting go and becoming more feminine and it is this very femininity that is the surrender that is God. You can surrender to the statue, the temple, the rock, the tree, anything will do. If you surrender, you become vulnerable to existence. Then the whole existence takes you into its arms like a mother does with her child. Leave everything to existence, you cannot change a thing and in this helplessness surrender happens. We look like islands but all the islands deep down are connected to the earth. I am conscious, you are conscious but deep down my consciousness and your consciousness is one and the same. This pure consciousness, this heaven is without mind and without mind time ceases and only the eternal present is and it is this eternity that is the Cosmic Womb, Kali.

What is here is elsewhere; what is not here, is nowhere

The problem is that most view themselves as being thrown into the world. We are not thrown into the world, we are grown. We are existence in this particular manifestation called human thus existence is the tree and humans are the fruit thus life can be seen as the ocean and just as the ocean “waves” life “peoples.” Ego is the façade, the role or mask we put on every day to confront society. When the ego and society drop, the unreal dissolves and then you are transformed into a state that is justly called headless because your individuality vanishes and thus you are left without a name simply because you realize that existence itself is beyond the body or mind. The unity destroys the mind and then you are mindless. Mind deals with duality, with multiplicity but upon the non-dual existential infinite moment you are mindless. Complete absorption in the eternal present is egolessness. Take life unhurriedly, slowly enjoying it just as if you are going for a walk in the morning not as if you are going to work. That is a different thing. When you are going to work you are in a hurry to reach somewhere and when you are on a walk in the morning you are not in a hurry because you are not going anywhere. You are simply going, there is no hurry, there is no goal. .....................

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